i know you’re sorry. i know that you don’t want to hurt me. but i need to know that you’re going to be honest with me. ~haley james-scott in one tree hill
you wanna know what sucks?
it’s when you look straight into my eyes, assure me you are telling the truth and promise to never lie again.
it’s looking back into your eyes to see more lies beneath layers of lies, which you forgot you ever said – you’re a bad liar because you have a selective memory.
it’s giving you the benefit of the doubt, trusting you will keep your promise this time.
but you never did.
this whole lying sucks. because you think it’s not a big deal.
but it is. i am telling you. i have always been reminding you. it matters a whole lot to me.