sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there. because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. but then one day you feel something else – something that feels wrong, only because it’s so unfamiliar. and in that moment you realize – you’re happy. ~lucas scott in one tree hill
one day i am so profoundly down and then in a snap i am happy because of so many reasons. my friends often attribute my moodswings to schizophrenia, but i say life is just as such – gulong ng palad. haha.
i just got my latest edit score from our oc to the nth power editor. *drum rolls* 96. *bows* *applause* my current average is 91.5, which is the final grade i should get for the first half of 2007. i only have one main report assignment left. the last i’ll be doing, actually, because i was transferred to another team. eniwei, if i want to reach the set average, i have to score a 97 on that last edit. dream on, almi. sobra na yun. hehe. but still, i am keeping my fingers crossed.
so far, i have survived a week of csr torture, which will be extended infinitely until i call it quits. hehe. i don’t want to explain my work any further but basically that’s it – new team, new responsibilities.
my immediate supervisor has also confirmed my regularization today and that of course equates to increased salary. not by so much but enough for bikini-shopping in connection to laiya-beaching with college friends on the 28th. and of course, pagudpud and bora trips on may. plus daytrip to calatagan, which i willingly postponed to give way to a long overdue summer getaway with my girlfriends.
for more budget, i called malacañang this afternoon to know that the check for my terminal leave pay is ready for pick-up. i resigned july last year pa, ha.
another happy thing is that next week, kim will be staying in the city again in preparation for his board exams on april 23, 24 and 25.
i am also looking forward to my china trip sometime soon. although i would be mostly working during my stay there, i am still excited because, yes, it would be my very first out-of-the-country.
i am loving life again.
here’s to more moolahs, beaching and flying.